Life as an Auditor

Wanting to blog for a long time but as usual my life these days is really no time for that. Is like everyday working, got home only have few hours to clean my stuff, do some laundry, have dinner and online chat a while then is sleeping time.

There is a lot happening in my life. Firstly would be my best friend, Peiting has left me for the first time to pursue her studies in Melbourne which can also said that she pursue her love also. I miss her a lot. She was the first person I ever be friend with in kindergarden, the tiny girl who sit next to me from first day of class. Then we been into a lot and is hard to believe now I can’t call her and say “hei, I on my way to your place to pick you up”. Melbourne seems so far away.

Then the next time I think lots of you is curious is my working life. I would say working itself is quite boring but of course I normally find some entertainment to myself and that would be chatting. I am close with the colleague, therefore lots of fun and laughing going on while working. Although work is, a lot and piling up like crazy but times seem to fly fast.

Coming up next would be my boyfriend’s birthday is coming soon and I will be busy and my birthday too will be coming pretty soon. Therefore lot of planning and organizing need to be done and I really have no idea I got time to blog or not.

Anyway, I hope you guys was doing alright as I am and I am really so sorry that these days I just not free to go out lol but one thing for sure my birthday will be a day for us to gather and have fun.

Maybelle's Birthday party

As I promise is to upload pictures on my first time clubbing birthday event. Here you are the pictures and yes I do look fat and also I look like crap. Lol is so weird that I even thought that I look nice on those pictures during that time the pictures was taken.


Anyway who cares, I did enjoy myself!

( me and bf)

(me, miyuan, jessie, birthday girl and her fren)

(me,maybelle, miyuan n jessie)

(suyen, miyuan n jessie)

(me n miyuan)

(me, miyuan n hon shing we all is with the tube)

(miyuan, maybelle, honshing, me and jessie)

Finally updated my life!

Finally I am free now to update my blog. Has been very busy for this few weeks due to exam and of course I finally got a job as audit assistant in a firm however is not big four due to I haven’t pass all my ACCA papers.


If you ask me am I able to clear all four papers this semester, I can tell you that I am unsure about the result at all. Although I did try my best but you know sometimes is just not what want will be what you get.

Even this few days was busy, I got myself a laptop! A Toshiba satellite m300 s something. Still very unclear about the system and stuff, after all this is the first time I am using vista and first time I own a laptop. One thing good about laptop is from today onward I can talk to peiting and Audrey online for free! Audrey do you know my this month phone bill shoot up to hundred twenty after I make a call to you. So from now on I am not gonna make overseas call anymore
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Then yesterday is the first time I am having so much fun clubbing. Can’t tell you how drunk are I but I am really drunk. Lucky my boyfriend was there and he was busy taking care of me. Is kinda embarrassing actually.

Then dance with my friends there, took a lot of pictures which I will upload it after I got the pictures. Is so weird sometimes seeing I am not acting like myself, is like you never see Chan Su Yen dance before and yesterday I was actually dancing on the dance floor and is really fun and is so weird to see me singing and dancing.

You know what, after yesterday I woke up in the evening at 6pm today. This show you that I am really not good in drinking. Actually I drank very little just two shot and that what happen. So is concluded that next time when I am going to bar or club I really should bring my bf along. Lol

Anyway that all for now and yes I am going to start works this coming Monday. I am not ready for it but I just have to start what I am supposed to.


Pictures will be upload soon.

Hunger for love

Is just hard to type out my life these days as it is just as hard to tell you how my life going through right now. As another chapter unfolds I just have to tell you what been on my mind lately and what happen to me.

Being a kid, I cant deny that I am one of the kid that wanted and demanded a lot of attention as love is one thing I feel I am lack of. Is not that my brother and mom did not give me enough attention but it seem like nothing can be compare to if having them around all the time.

Life aren’t easy when single parent have to work overseas and brother busy with his working life and trying his best to take care a little sister. Beside, it just not fun having lunch and dinner alone at home sometimes until I be with Hon Shing.

Is not I don’t want to share with you all is just hard to tell you my feeling sometimes. Having him in my life is just not about him alone but having his family as mine. As I hunger for love, he opens his arm and welcoming me to his family.

Is just so weird that when there were once Audrey said I am tough and if I being dump to any place I can survive and for some reason this person seem to be having her own weakness. There is time that she just wanted to stay at somewhere and stop telling the world she can survive without anything as it proof that she still need something to fall back on.

I love noise, for no reason I just love my environment to be noisy and his place is full with noise and joy. Therefore, I can’t deny but to say I love spending time there and these days when I stay at my house alone all I feel is loneliness.

Then is like some of you curious why am I hardly stay home is because I walk around in my room I feel it’s empty. Simple as this, at there, I find comfort.

There were time I ask myself can I live without him, and the answer is I do not know anymore as family left no one behind and he is my family.